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99/365 - l.
Monday, April 11, 2011

I finally got around to renewing my library books today, and I magically have over 30 bucks on my late fees. I never knew they charged so much. I was only a month late, wtf. Gosh.

I hate it when my mom belittles other people's problems - I honestly want to kick her teeth in. I am appalled by how much consideration and compassion she lacks for another human being. She has this strange misconception that people can get over their suicidal tendencies by simply telling themselves to "get over it." It doesn't work like that, not in real life. If it was as simple as saying three words, why do so many people take their lives each day?

She doesn't understand the concept of bullying and actually goes to the length of sneering at the victims, saying that they should either push it to the back of their minds, or stand up for themselves. She doesn't see why people are so affected by it and doesn't know why it should pose any sort of problem at all. If being bullied was such a trivial matter, why do people fear the thought of going to school everyday, why do people commit suicide because of it?

Just because she's immune to it, doesn't mean everyone else is. Furthermore, I know for a fact that she hasn't been in any situation of that sort, so she has no right to judge or downplay another's problems. She sticks by her belief though and won't budge no matter what is said not only by me, but by professionals. My mom is stuck in this bubble of misguided conceptions, eyes and ears shut off from the real world. She is oblivious and ignorant to anything but herself. I pray to God that I'm not like that.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now. 
* - * and (;
8. RPG or FPS? 
I love FPS, but I'm forever RPG.
The worst book you’ve read in the last year.
Blood Meridian by Cormac McCarthy. The only reason I sat through the entire novel was because I had to read it from school. From a literary standpoint, it was an amazing book, but I could never get into it, and it's not something I would read for entertainment. However, Blood Meridian was difficult for me to read because of the language and concept. Perhaps I'll like it more when I'm older. I'll get around to reading it again this year or next year.
Day 8 - Favorite Subject
Defence Against Dark Arts - it's the coolest.
5: At what age were you the happiest?
I did like the days when the only thing I had to worry about was being fed on time, but I am happiest now. There are so many things for me to learn and do, and I'm actually at the age where I am able to grasp new ideas and opportunities.
5 signs that you’re NOT into someone 
I'm assuming that this challenge is referring to ambiguous or flirtatious behaviour that it interpreted differently by every person, but I'm going to take the easy way out and instead write about signs that I hate someone. It's pretty obvious when I don't like someone - you'd have to be blind not to notice.

1. I straight up tell you I don't like you. Surprisingly enough, this happens a lot more often than most people think. I don't want anyone to have the impression that I like them as a friend, or even an acquaintance, for that matter.

2. I am curt with you, and I don't bother myself with formalities. I will answer your questions in as few words as possible, and if you ask me "How are you?" I will reply with a "I'm fine." No, I will not ask you how you're faring that day, or elaborate on my answer. I don't want to talk to you, therefore, I am leaving before you try to further initiate conversation with me.

3. I will ignore you. If you're yelling in my ear in a near-silent room and I don't reply, I don't want to talk to you.

4. I won't help you. This is a big one, as I am a helpful person and I like aiding others at my own expense. If I don't like you, I won't help you no matter how big or small the favour, whether or not I am paid - sometimes receiving money in return for helping a person I hate isn't even worth it - and I won't offer tips or words of encouragement. I will either ignore you, or tell you to go ask someone else.

5. I make fun of you using a scathing tone. No, I'm not teasing you in the same way I would tease a friend. I don't like you and I am trying to make you feel bad about yourself. That's all.
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