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94/356 - l.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
I'm a bit weirded out right now - I don't know if I'm reading too deeply into things, or if my friend is just really, really affectionate. I think he's a great friend and all, but I don't crave attention or touch that much. He follows me like a lost puppy, yells my name from across the room, bounces to wherever I am, and stands a bit too close for comfort. He always wants to sit beside me in class and will whine or sulk for the rest of the day if he isn't allowed. He will actually beg and plead to do so. He also compliments me a lot, which is great because I love having my ego stroked, but it's unsettling because I'm not sure if he's acting under ulterior motives. Hmm...I was talking some of my friends, and a lot of them were surprised by the things I've done - I don't know if they were just fooling around with me, though. I certainly wasn't. One of the following is a false fact about me, which is it? 1. I've ate brains. 2. I've smoked weed. 3. I got into a fist fight with a boy older than me. 5 not-so-basic facts about you1. This is rather embarrassing - only my family and immediate family know of this. I wouldn't dare tell someone else in real life in fear of being humiliated for the rest of my life, but I share a room with my mom. If I don't get out of bed, my mom will hop into mine and squish me against the wall.Yeah, this is how protective my parents are - I'm not even allowed to sleep by myself. When I hear people whining about how their parents won't let them go to a small party, I'm all, BOOBS OR GO, because my parents would sooner die than let me go to a party. I have to consult with my parents before I do anything. I am honestly surprised that I can even take a shit without first having to ask permission from my parents. 2. I'm very easy to please, seriously. If you're a close friend, you don't need to do anything but sign onto MSN and I will be grinning from ear to ear at the thought of being able to talk to you. I don't give a single fuck if I seem too eager replying to your IMs right away - I am eager as shit. I laugh at simple things, am enticed by simple things, and it doesn't take much to keep me entertained. On the flip side, I get upset easily. 3. I hate people who don't appreciate school and teachers. I don't think people here realize just how lucky they are to be able to have a wonderful education and an opportunity to lead a full and rich life. Their careless attitude and disrespect towards teachers is absolutely disgusting. No, it's not cool that you failed half your classes - I don't respect you, and neither will anyone else. I am appalled by their behaviour and general view of school, and to think that it is this very generation that will be running the world in the future is a frightening thought. 4. I get scared easily. I'm the kind of person that will scream before something scary happens, then sit there when something scary does happen because I'm a bit worn out from previous freaking out. During horror movies, I will laugh to release tension, but everyone can tell I'm scared shitless. I get to the point where I don't even want to use the washroom without having someone nearby. At times like this, I'm glad that I share a room with my mom because if I can't sleep, I'll just jump into her bed and pretend to be asleep when she gets angry at me for waking her. 5. I like to learn - it's probably one of my most favourite hobbies. The thing is, I never realized it until recently. I do it more than I play video games, read, write, and draw, not because I'm forced to, but because I am genuinely curious. I am obsessed with productivity and I like to try different styles of learning that best suit my needs. I keep a duotang of handouts regarding this hobby that I find useful, and I like to add to it in my free time. My goal is to find a learning style that will allow me to learn and retain as many things as possible in the shortest time span. 1: Name two of the most significant people in your life and explain why.As much as I'd like to do this challenge, I can't. There have been many people who had a great impact on my life, and I don't want to put a price on their significance. Each person helped me in their own way and was there for me when I needed them the most, and it would be unfair to mention some, but not others. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.1. I essentially denied my grandma her final wish. The horrible thing is that I can no longer fulfill it. Regret is a cup to savour and I take a sip from it everyday. I wish I was there for her - to tell her that I love her, that she had such a big impact on my early years, that I care for her despite the fact that I wasn't there for her in her final moments. My parents think she simply passed away. There's so much more to the story, but I can't bare to tell them. I want to punch myself in the gut every time I think of this. I can't believe I was such a fool. 2. I wish that I didn't discover the wonders of the computer so early. I may have missed out on making so many friends, but it feels like my computer is sucking all life from me. I know I shouldn't waste so much time on it, but I keep coming back for more everyday. Maybe if I started using the computer a bit later, I could've avoided the problem, even just a little bit. 3. I wish I looked carefully before crossing the street that fateful day. I looked, but coming out from between two cars cut off my range of vision. If I was just more wary, my parents wouldn't be under so much stress by the lawsuit I'm involved in because of the accident. 4. I wish I never lied to you. We could've been the best of friends, but I had to ruin everything with my lies. I was scared that you would hate me, and I kept up my facade throughout the entire duration of our friendship. You were so trusting - you believed my every word and I hurt you so much despite the fact that you weren't even aware of it. I've learnt my lesson now, at the expense of your feelings. 5. I wish I never let us fall apart. I don't even know what happened - the moment we hit high school, we just went our separate ways, never looking back, never even thinking about each other. I talked to you this year, but our conversation was forced and strange. I really miss what we had. You were my best friend and I could always count on you. Despite the fact that you were a boy, I could talk to you about anything, and I still remember all the perverted things we did at a young age. It just shows how close we were, I guess. 6. n/a. 4. Favorite game?Super Smash Bros Brawl, hands down. It's fun by myself, super fun with my friends, and I can go at it by myself or with others for hours. Characters you hate.I can only think of one, and that's: Dolores Umbridge from Harry Potter. Words can't even describe how much I hate this fat bitch. Throughout the entire novel, I was grinding my teeth in anger and having fits of frustration. I applaud JK Rowling for creating a character that I hate so much. Umbridge was so well-written that I hated her more than the people I hated in real life. Day 4 - Favorite VillainDraco Malfoy, if he can be counted as one. I love his character and how much he contrasted Harry in every way. He influenced a lot of Harry's decisions and was an amazing rival, too. Malfoy played a really big role in the series despite being a minor character. |