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12/365 - k.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Awh, Lily. *hearthere* I'm glad you got back into your daily routine. You really motivate me to do well in school a lot. I don't know why, but you just do. Which is good. I need the motivation and support. Which I sort of get from you as well! I miss talking to you. But I also kind of like the fact that we're contacting/speaking to each other through this blog. This is how I wanted the blog to turn out. (: Makes me realize how much I was so excited for this when we first started. I honestly do want to look back at the end of the year. I'll gradually somehow spill my feelings out to this blog. Slowly and gradually.. I'm studying for bio finals right now. It's tomorrow, and I am freaking out, Lily. I'm.. kind of mentally prepared for the failure. But I still know that if I fail the class, I will end up crying. Sounds sensitive, but I just know it. Scares me. This just proves how much I really need to work harder. Things wouldn't have been like this if I hadn't slacked off in the first place. I just really love to learn things the hard way, huh. Lily I just can't stop freaking out. I'm panicking, and I'm trying to get things into my head, but I know it won't stick. Just doesn't work like that for me. What do I do if I fail, Lily. What do I do. I can retake it in the summer.. but.. oh god. That would look so horrible on my profile. Maybe I'm freaking myself out too much. I just need to calm down and take a deep breath. If I fail.. I fail. My fault, and no one else's fault. Oh, but I'm still so scared. It's frightening, y'know? I should wrap this blog up soon and get back to studying. I just realized.. I will give myself such a hard time if I fail bio. I will not get over it. I will not. Oh my god. Edit: Lily + school = end of next school year goal. Hopefully I'll remember.
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